triciadrich,

Hello, I am a guy, and I am sorry for what you are experiencing in your life. There is some crazy **** going on in the world. I have no place to say the things I am about to say but they are just my honest opinions.

Not every guy is the same, even though it might seem like they are. Most guys think about 1 thing, sex. They will do whatever it takes to get it, and fast. So they do what works, which usually is being flashy, gaining lots of attention, or being forceful and controlling. There are 2 other kinds of guys out there that you aren't seeing though. That is because they are introverted personality types. You find yourself stuck in a bad spot and keep meeting these ones that don't give you respect because you are naturally attracted to these extroverted personality types. I see this kind of thing go on and on in my own life. The really sad thing about it is there is really no answer to the problem. If you like guys with outgoing sort of traits, then they will usually have lack of respect or being unobservant to your needs as a negative trait.

I, unfortunately, am a very shy, quiet, introverted guy. I have not EVER dated anyone and I am 22 years old. I am no professional but I have been studying human personalities since I was a freshman in high school. No one would want to be around me, I am boring, have no real sense of humor, I can't be entertaining to people. Most people want to be around others who are joking, having a fun time all the time.

Just realize that nothing is your fault, and you aren't a piece of trash. I'm not sure what else I can say.