I'm slipping further and further into depression. It's getting bad. I miss not caring about anything. Now I care too much but won't do anything, making things worse. I look at my fish who I haven't fed today.. did I feed them yesterday? I don't even know. But the thought of feeding them sounds like such a huge task. I don't like taking my meds. My sleep schedule is so far off its ridiculous again. I feel like I can't handle anything anymore.