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Originally Posted by dubblemonkey
...I'm ****** I'm moody I'm damn exhausted I'm not scared no more I want to change everything I can't I am so ****ing tired of pushing **** uphill I am tired I am angry I am upset I am having trouble being this negative cos it's so vital to be up-****ing beat when ill...just to survive I am fed the **** up!
I am fed the **** up...and even more ****** because I know I will deal with it somehow.
I think thats whats wrong I think?...I thought about it for a minute there thats what I came up with I feel it's right or wrong or both
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An uphill battle, seems like all the time. I get fed up alot. Feels like nobody understands me, it's very frustrating! Then my father making fun of me and to other family members. It if wasn't for my mother having alzheimers I wouldn' ever go visit again!
You said it yourself, "bc I know I will deal with it somehow". It so hard when we get like this to remember we will survive this. Let it out! Hit pillows or ?? I wouldn't make any rash decisions right now. You might regret it later. Been there, done that. Still here for ya.
