Oh my gosh, I can really relate to your post, Valexand. I was in a similair situation, and it nearly killed me. I finally broke the ties to the person I was having this issue with. I thought I'd never get over him, but you know what? I find that distance is the best thing in a situation like this. I have finally moved on, and I feel free. I hope you do what is right for you, don't let anyone manipulate you into feeling guilty. You are the one that matters here. Don't settle for less, you deserve someone that loves you the way you deserve to be loved. My thoughts and best wishes are with you!

Love,
Sujin