I too mourned my dx, but my reaction was somewhat delayed as I was just so happy to know there was name for it beside 'crazy'. Take it 1 day at a time, 1 step at a time. Try to figure out if you and work can live together with Mr bipolar. This means recognizing red flags, strategizing and having safety nets in place. Its HARD to work like this, but please try different strategies before being convinced that its not do-able. I have faith in you Dan