My therapist said recently that my negativity and suspicion is getting in my way and that I need to establish close relationships with people in order to get over the ptsd. just typing this, I want to rip a hole in the wall. I don't want to trust. I want to get revenge on the men who ruined my life. i know this is not healthy but it's how I feel, and there is nowhere to go with the anger. you're supposed to let it go and move on but i don't know how, I can't stop thinking GET AWAY FROM ME. just want to be left alone.

thanks for reading.
cthonica