Hello & Welcome, Cantdothisanymore!

No one can blame you for being at the end of your rope -- the past, the present, the overwhelming, the annoying are all attacking you at once. Some of those things you cannot control at all. Some you may only be able to influence in small measure, at least you might if the crushing weight of everything didn't drain you of energy and shut down your imagination.

You cannot rely on your usual sources of assistance. Have you sought counseling or other forms of help in your area? Do you need help locating what might be available?