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Originally Posted by landskaperdan
all the different ways that I feel i am medicated for meaning that they are bad. So... why wouldn't that mean that I am bad. I have to be medicated for who I am after all.... so how could that possibly mean that I am not bad???? ignorance = forgetting that I am bad and defective.
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and you know what? I feel the best after vodka and redbull. I am outgoing. I can speak Russian. Or at least I think I can. I even develop sexuality that others find appealing as opposed to my usual ice queeness.
That doesn't mean I should be stoned/drunk all the time.
It's just *different* and maybe it's not good or bad. If your meds were "working" for you in making you feel BETTER and more comfortable, we wouldn't be having this conversation.
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