Hi

This is the first time I have been on a site like this.... Not sure why I am here but I need to get a few things off my mind i guess..

I have always had bad relationships.. men who cheat and lie.. get other women pregnant and leave me for them but I still go for the same type ...

I recenlty found out the person I was seeing was in another relationship... 8 months of him telling me that it was over and he wanted me I found out it was all lies and confrunted him... its all over now

But he made me feel so bad for ending things... like I was being the difficult one... I dont trust my judgement anymore and I qustion ANYTHING men tell me..

There may be someone new but already im suspicious and I think its pushing him away

Just so lost