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Originally Posted by Deathlyones
Dang, I feel the exact same way. They always want you to be nothing more than another average joe who contibutes to some grand ****ing thing called our society. I can never be happy in our society and I don't see how others can be happy with it. It is mostly society's fault that I am the way I am. No medication can cure what has taken hold, no therapy... I don't want to contribute to society, I don't even want society how it is. It needs to be changed, but I don't see that ever happening because 95% of those who cry for change don't have the spine to do more than complain... I hate society for what it did to me... blah... society makes me feel so hopeless...
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Yeah I feel this horrid society has already taken enough from me, and I am supposed to want to contribute to it when it contributed to this whole mess of my mind in the first place...I guess I am going to try and 'get help' with my mental issues mostly because I would like my family to stop asking me what I'm doing with my life and then trying to tell me I am dwelling on things or not trying hard enough when I try to explain to them what I'm dealing with.
But I don't really think any mental health professionals are going to get it, I feel its more likely I'll just get pissed off with them telling me how 'it get's better, if only you change your thinking.' NO! that does not fix the larger problem that is an unhealthy society causes unhealthy minds, I've always been to intelligent and the type who has to analize every little thing so I cannot just live in a blissful bubble of ignorance, I've already seen too much of the truth to fall for that kind of thing.