Thanks so much for firstly reading my small novel! And thank you for the support. It does help so much to get the different perspectives and much more rational thinking that comes from you guys, because I am so emotionally inflamed and attached to the situation that I cannot think straight.

I managed a shower. Someone who had last used it, changed the water spray/pressure, usually makes me really mad. But I let it go, didn't get mad, didn't even change the spray to the way it's "supposed" to be. Just used the shower as is, this is improvement for me.

Now I'm going to throw on clothes and just do it, get to the office. I have a lot to process from your guys advice, thank you.