My host wants me and the rest to write in a journal about what we do when we're out to "keep track ". I find it silly. I don't want someone to find our journal they would probably call the police on us. And our partner would read it. She worries about us. I don't know what we should do. Everyone thinks something is wrong with me anyway. I just wish I was comfortable with that sort of thing might be easier. Eugh...

Samantha