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I've been pretty depressed lately and it is mostly because I have a very hard time with communication. I have been seeing this guy for about a year and a half and about one month ago he said that we never talk about anything important or concerning us. I agree with him, but I'm not sure how to talk about those things. I've never actually been in a relationship before, even though I'm 29, and I feel constantly lost. I'm never sure what I'm supposed to do or how to treat him. I'm kind of a loner and he is a really social person so in that aspect we are pretty opposite. *I'm also worried that I get annoyed about the smallest things and I'm not sure if I am being fair or not. *For example, we were talking on the phone last night and he was leaving the university that we both attend. He called me and was talking about some things. Then he asked me what I had for dinner and my night. I started, but then he interrupted me to tell me about how this person he was watching kept walking into a fence and how stupid this person was that they were not paying attention to where they were going. I tried to get back on topic to what I was saying, but I guess he completely forgot because then he said he had to go because he was going into traffic. At first this different bother me because I was getting ready for bed. *But then the next morning I thought about it and got really mad. Why was this person doing something stupid more interesting than what I had to say? *I'll get mad about things like this and want to bring it up, but by the time I see him again I'm not angry that much anymore and don't feel like talking about it. I'm not sure what to do. Do I bring it up? Or am I being picky? How would I bring it up anyway?