Sally, can you keep looking for a T you might like who DOES take your insurance? I feel so badly for you! I can only imagine how you are feeling, but I know my anxiety and sadness at just the thought of this happening between me and my T gives me some clue to the despair that you are experiencing. I am so sorry.

Just because your T is making mistakes and not doing what it takes to repair them does not mean you are not worth the effort involved. I know you know that, but I also know that feeling of worthlessness. You are amazing and wonderful, and your T must have something going on inside him that is preventing him from engaging with you in the way that you need.