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Thanks for sharing these lyrics...... I wrote a couple of poems last night but funked posting them anywhere although by my standards they are "better" (and longer) than some I have posted

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> meh bear. glad you're able to see change in your own words. as to posting? we all do what we can as we can. at least words express more (hopefully) than single punctuation or a single emoticon. we hope.....</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Good to read that you are taking pooch to the beach....... I am going to the beach for a holiday soon (Saturday)......a well earned break although I do not like the way sunscreen sticks to my fur.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> sunscreen comes in so many forms nowdays there must be some formulation that isn't as sticky or tacky to the delicate bear fur.....we have tubes of the stuff everywhere as we have more exposure with all the driving we are doing now. one day with shoulders and neck burnt from exposure through the sunroof we learned lesson..........have sunscreen in car, in purse, by key holder inside door at home, by power tools as using them requires outdoor time......etc. if sunscreen helps then by all means use the help available! scary to us to have peers and kids fifteen years younger having "growths" removed from their skin. how little we knew when we were younger! </font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
Thank you for your sharing here of late, as I think bipolar_bear mentioned I also see glimpses of the person/selves behind the "hard, sharp shell"....... this is not a judgement with negative intentions, I have a "shell" too

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> sure, sharing is a choice. and we have many reasons for why we've not shared more here for a long time. we made a choice now to expose more. it was a risk. still is.

thank you to you and bipolar_bear for taking notice. sadly this probably is more than will be shared for a long time to come. just the nature of this beast.</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
I hope I have the right to post this here

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> sure..why not? wasn't requesting input from ppl who live with extreme dissociation. wasn't requesting specifics. just pouring out some of the chaotic pain swiming around inside this head.

hope the beach treats you and mr. bear well. we know pooch will be thrilled today to be on her beach with her dog friends.