Doing ok today so far. Going to try to go to a meeting tomorrow night. The weather is just too bad to go tonight and it's supposed to get worse by tomorrow morning. Thanks hurricane Sandy! I'm going to call my friend, he's been sober for 9 years. I've been so depressed that I tell ppl I'm going to go to a meeting and I totally forget. I'd forget my own head if it wasn't screwed on. I feel like a loser. I want to go and I can't remember! Is it normal with depression to lose your thoughts like that?