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Originally Posted by Chopin99
Okay, for all the "logically minded" folks, you may want to tune out. While I realize feelings aren't facts, I am going to express how I feel here. She stepped on several triggers here. I felt:
1. That she really did not like the CD I made her or it didn't mean that much to her.
2. Like I should never need a reminder about the skills I've learned if I'm in a tight spot.
3. That my issues weren't worth emailing about; and certainly not worth replying to.
4. That she is pushing me to be done with therapy before I'm ready.
5. Dismissed by T the entire session.
Today, I went to my safe place and it was no longer safe. This makes me very sad.
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 ((Chopin))
Feelings are important.
I remember my most recent "bad" session. T was, in fact, reaching out to me, but I felt she was reaching down to me. My pride was activated and I pushed her away.
When I get in a paranoid place, all my fears feel true. I need to remember:
Paranoia is my enemy. T is my friend.
Not the other way around.
PS:
I agree that you need to confront her with your suspicions. That's the way to clear the air. I don't recommend email, though.
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Last edited by CantExplain; Dec 06, 2012 at 02:58 AM.
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