So I barely ate on tue or wed, in essence, starving myself. I went to the doctor and lost weight; not allowed to say how much, lol! He got scared that I didn't eat for 2 days, so he told me to come back in 1 week instead of the usual 2. I hate that he's pressuring me; it's like lose weight or else in my head Then I ate for 3 days. Now I'm planning on starving until the next time...
AAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just want to eat healthily. I look at the toneitup girls all day. They have protein shakes and pancakes and fruit and veggies all day long. They have gorgeous bodies, hair and faces. They're not afraid to walk outside and flaunt it. They're so confident and they show it. Why can't I just get a grip and do the same??? Nothing will happen to me if I do, because after all, it's all in my head!