I have so many feelings for this girl. She never wanted me though. I thought I could get over her. I deleted her from facebook, and blocked her. I didn't want to do this, but I had to. I thought it would work. It didn't. She still pops up in my dreams, leaving me happy when I wake up, and then immediately sad once reality hits. I don't know what to do. I feel it's past the point of simply just "moving on". I've been told to do that for the past two years. It obviously never worked. Her beautiful face and figure are cemented in my mind. I just don't know what to do. I can't stop thinking about her now. All I want to do is text her. But say what? Will she be pissed that I blocked her? Will she even care?
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