none of my family gives a **** about me. none of them help me when i need it. my sisters just judgmental my mom won't see things any other way besides in her perspective my brothers just an idiot. everytime i try to talk to them i get no support and no one understands me. and my father left us. sweet!
my dad, boy he doesnt give a flying **** about me. i never met him and he wasnt even there for my ****** birth. why. what did i do to deserve so much hate in my life. my moms struggling my sister got kicked out of college my brother never even went. my lifes just a black hole that sucks up all happiness and light. idk if i wanna continiue to live this way. my sister even contacted my father and spoke to him for the first time in 13 years last summer and he still did nothing. not even an apology. nothing. i spoke with him and he had nothing to say i dont get it im his daughter how could he not love me and hearing my voice for the first time had no affect on him. he doesnt give a ****. hes the devil. out of all the men i couldve shared dna with it was him. i just dont want to continue this way, i really am sick of living. im just unhappy. i feel unloved useless and sad everyday, i have no future no money nothing. i have nothing and i am nothing. death just sounds so beautiful everyday to me.