i can't be in pain no longer i've been pushed away by my foster parents. i've gotten hurt by so many men and half of them i don't know their names. I've been i so many treatment centers and i can't go back to another one. I have court pretty soon for my change in placement and I've been cutting on my arm, leg, and stomach to hide my pain. My fostermom told me that the only reason why i cut is to get attention but I cut because i have no other way to express my feelings so blame me for cutting and i don't care no more.