...I am so "out there"

I don't know how to connect with anyone

I try to help...I try to connect

people here talk about "normal" stuff....

like nobody here has any freaking idea about bipolar

about mental illness

no-one here has any freaking idea about bipolar...

it's just a mishmash of daily crap!

you are all idiots!

and I want to alienate myself

back where I am safe far away from everyone