Yeah, self love...whats THAT?!? I think I stopped loving myself after some painful decisions that I made (one in particular comes to mind) and Ihave never forgiven myself for that decision...almost like I don't deserve to be loved after what I did...something (like many other things I have done) I swore I would NEVER do!
I may never truly love myself, and at 47 that does not leave me much time to get with the program. I really don't like me, I just tolerate me cause I am all I've got.
I would like a relationship, but I see myself as nothing but poison.
So much for self love, huh?