Hi and welcome FrozenFire97! I'm so sorry for what you have been going through. That's horrible for you to hear words like that from your family. Can you find help with a therapist? I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better. You are very strong to be able to cope with blindness and everything your family is going through. This is a very good site and lots of people to help, they are better able to give you some advice. Just wanted you to know that I believe you can get the help you need to get through this.