Goodmorning,

I was just thinking things over again. I am sure your mom doesn't want you to be preg, any more then you do. Could she be in denial. Like any health issue if you know something is wrong and you don't do anything about it you don't have to accept it until an issue is confirmed. No mom wants this for there child. No mother wants to see there own baby (even a grown up/half grown up) one struggle. Just playing devils advocate this morning. Could your mom be scared for you. Could your mom know how difficult it is to take care of a baby?

I hope you find out soon what is up. It does sound like you have started taking care of yourself, no more self harm I believe I read somewhere. I'm not trying to side w/ your mom or anything just thinking what she might be feeling to, it affects her to.

Please continue to keep us updated. Big hugs.