Much better than yesterday late afternoon through the morning...everything hit me like a ton of bricks. The tension headache, neck ache radiating all the way up and over to my right eye, hunched over like a boiled shrimp... I felt horrible. Even when I woke up. I ended up sleeping on the couch next to the furnace for warnth and comfort. Too much though and felt dried out and dehydrated. Plus, needed a timeout from new guy. Situation adding pressure to my already stressed out self.

Maybe, with patience, and opening myself up a bit, I will be able to receive comfort again from an important person in my life ... no blocling or compartmentalizing. Instead of retreating and protecting myself.

Being vulnerable and open to allowing myself to just breathe and relax and not worry. Darn m&m shell covering me