How do you REALLY feel today???

stressed, hacked off, wondering why i even bother trying for 1 step for'ard and 3 back ...oh well, my positivity lasted long huh?

for all

Content the shift went so well

Is I don't know an adequate answer? Sleepy....not too anxious at the moment but I feel it could come out any time. It's just waiting for the right moment.

My throat is a liitle scratchy and I am trying not to think of Therapy later today, so I guess that is unrecognized anxiety. My ankles are cold too.

Starting to get depressed.

Feeling blah. My life is terrible and I don't know what to do about it.

the rain has me feeling melancholy and my feet are still cold.

I'm sleep deprived because yet again I didn't sleep last night. But other than that today is a pretty decent day.

My throat hurt a little this morning and I am feeling quite "off" (took an emergency c) ... please let it NOT be the (horrible) flu circling this office.

Kind of mixed and a little freaked out... one of the people at day treatment that I am somewhat close to had a major issue today that resulted in him leaving with either an ambulance or the police. He was apparently having a really hard time. I do not know if it was related to his mental illness or his addiction. All I do know is that according to staff, they checked in on him this afternoon, and he is okay. I hate not knowing what is going on.

I began listening to songs I associate with summer time and relaxing times, and I feel much better. Music helps a lot in winter time.

Bad, with no real idea why

Not well. Not 100. I feel as if my body is trying to fight off this flu-thing

I feel bad because I don't recognize hardly anyone here anymore.

How do I really feel? I'm just "peeved" and I don't know why. I'm frustrated, irritable, and out-of-sorts

I feel decent today, actually. Less bored and far more well rested.

I don't feel so hot today. I tried out some new meds last night, and this morning I have a pounding headache. I did sleep a little better than I usually do.

watching the snow fall it's beautiful but too cold to go outside

I seem to have (somewhat) beat that "bug" back from whence it came

On the other hand, I feel totally conflicted. My bestie at work was let go today BUT a really cool person is going to be starting on Monday. We "speak the same language" so work is going to be super fun

I hope

Same here music always makes little old me feel better!!!!! Just ended a jam session here Happy weekend to everyone!!!!

I've been listening to more music lately Lately, I have been listening to a mix of motown

A bit more calm today. Braved the storm to go to work when others stayed home. It was a boost to my confidence.

Content at the moment... it is almost 4am and although I cannot sleep, I am enjoying my herbal tea and the quiet. The snow falling outside the window is beautiful.

Now if we can just manage not to lose power with this blizzard...

Much better than yesterday late afternoon through the morning...everything hit me like a ton of bricks. The tension headache, neck ache radiating all the way up and over to my right eye, hunched over like a boiled shrimp... I felt horrible. Even when I woke up. I ended up sleeping on the couch next to the furnace for warnth and comfort. Too much though and felt dried out and dehydrated. Plus, needed a timeout from new guy. Situation adding pressure to my already stressed out self.

Maybe, with patience, and opening myself up a bit, I will be able to receive comfort again from an important person in my life ... no blocling or compartmentalizing. Instead of retreating and protecting myself.

Being vulnerable and open to allowing myself to just breathe and relax and not worry. Darn m&m shell covering me

I'm feeling sad and stupid. Very stupid. I found out something I shouldn't and can't believe quite how awful it's making me feel.

delusional, paranoid that big brother isout to get me...again.

They mess my mind and my stuff, BLOCK me from many things I like and replace these things with brainwashing sessions
no control.........