Thanks for reading my post Adam. It was written awhile ago and I thought it was dead now. I appreciate your saying that seeing a movie does not snap you out of depression. Actually, this friend of mine uses movies to escape her life, I think. She already knows what it's like to be depressed, she has just forgotten. She "forgets" as soon as good things happen in her own life. She can only commiserate when she is also down.

I also appreciate your saying that you doubt every man thinks I'm unattractive...and that someone out there thinks I'm beautiful.
You hit a chord with me when you said that. Knowing you are a man (Adam must be male right?), it means something to hear those words from a man. It has been way too long since I've heard them. I know you didn't say that I'm beautiful (you haven't seen me) but it doesn't matter. You think someone else might think I'm beautiful? I wish so too. I need to hear it so bad like so many other girls. Why is it so hard to find someone? If I were truly beautiful, I would have no problem at all meeting a man. Sorry, I digress. I just want to thank you for your response. In spite of my tears, you've touched me in a good way.