We all do need something to live for and fight for. I do understand how depression works. I am in the middle of my own battle right now. I should be happy and care free but instead I'm unsure of the future, unsure of me, don't know what to think of my H. I hate it, I wish I could pull myself out of this mental hell I am in. But it appears that ain't gonna be happinin. So here I am w/ you guys here at PC. You and the others at PC are what holds me together. Every time a little of the glue comes loose, someone here helps put it back. What would I do w/ out you guys.

Keep talking to us, keep talking to your wife, and find a T to talk to if you need to.