Hi PC friends,

I haven't started a thread in a little while, I've mostly been sailing smoothly on my new meds since the new year, but I've been slipping this past week and it has been pretty terrifying. Today I've hit a relative low, just want to cry and give up the fight. Nothing much new has happened, I saw a lot of friends this week, got a fair amount of work done, and did a good amount of exercise. I've been on PC all week as well, and even spoke with two of my best friends from out of town.

I did have a conflict with one of my close friends here (they're in love with me and I'm not with them and they keep pushing the boundaries we've set up), but I was able to clearly communicate my needs. I don't think that's what is triggering me, it started last week when I started to feel utterly lonely, friendless, which is of course not the case.

Uggh, just want to sleep and wake up at another time, as another person.

Sweet, sweet people on PC, I need some love from people who understand.

RJ