I just feel so down. Physically I feel fine, mentally I feel so flat and emotionless. I have a PDoc appointment on Thursday and I'm going to be in trouble. I stopped all my meds except the seroquel. I haven't been on all my meds in 3 months. I really think I need an antidepressant but I've tried so many I don't know where to turn. The only ones I haven't tried are Zoloft, Effexor and Remeron. I'm just so tired of feeling like this. I just want to cry and I have no reason to cry. I stared at a wall for a longtime today for no reason. It was 70 F here in Erie today and I could of cared less. I feel empty and hopeless. I'm single and I think that has a lot to do with my sadness. I dunno. I just wished I could feel happy or atleast not seriously depressed all the time.

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