I feel like hell

I just feel so down. Physically I feel fine, mentally I feel so flat and emotionless. I have a PDoc appointment on Thursday and I'm going to be in trouble. I stopped all my meds except the seroquel. I haven't been on all my meds in 3 months. I really think I need an antidepressant but I've tried so many I don't know where to turn. The only ones I haven't tried are Zoloft, Effexor and Remeron. I'm just so tired of feeling like this. I just want to cry and I have no reason to cry. I stared at a wall for a longtime today for no reason. It was 70 F here in Erie today and I could of cared less. I feel empty and hopeless. I'm single and I think that has a lot to do with my sadness. I dunno. I just wished I could feel happy or atleast not seriously depressed all the time.

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I'm sorry you're going thru that rite now/. (((((HUGS)))))

(((hugs)))

Yes, hugs,too.

Seeing the psychiatrist is going to be something of a relief for you, don't you think?
Getting the right medication "cocktail" can take four or five turns along the way
to having it suit you well. Hope this next visit will be the one that does that for you.

Yea I feel the same way. I'm so frustrated with all this stuff. I've taken a bunch of different pills and nothing has worked. All the doctors give you the same ******** answer about brain physiology being different for everyone. That's a ****ing copout. They give you antidepressants that make you exhausted and yet they tell you to get out of your house. Does that make any sense? Logically, just give some "happy" pills (ie opiates or MDMA) and then give some caffeine or amphetamine to get the person out of their apartment. In the short run, suicide is a lot higher risk than addiction.