So i hadd an extra session with my T Friday as my day was tough. What was figured out was that my little Anna, was getting so tired of getting barraged by my BF asking questions (as was I) that between the 2 of us we sub conciously made up the other 2 alters! In order to protect all of us....those 2 being somatic/conversion disorderish.
All week I knew something was wrong. I couldn't feel them like I've been able to feel Anna almost my whole life. There is a 2nd one I can feel. Don't know her name but I remember her being in my head since first grade. She came closer this week. I think shr did this to help me and Anna.
My T understands and gave my BF a talking too. He can still intrract with my littles but he has to do normal kid stuff with them...not try to fix us.
So we all feel better now.
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MONARCH BUTTERFLY
Just like the butterfly, I too will awaken in my own time. ~Deborah Chaskin
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