Yea I'd say it's a primal need. I have real life friends but we don't talk about bp. So yea this is a good place for me for support on bp topic especially. Sorry you feel overlooked lately. I've felt that way before too...and then realize I was feeling paranoid in panic mode. I haven't been on here as much lately as I used to because I got hurt feelings over drama going on here. I don't always have the tough shell I feel like others have, so all I can do is take a break from here. I will pm people, but I have to step away when it starts to feel unsupportive to me, hard for me to do. But I care about you, I'm sure nobody's trying to ignore your post, they just didn't see it like me, or they are taking a break from here. Pm me anytime ok?