Nevergoodenough, you are too young to give up. My teenage and early twenty years were my absolute worst time. It's not just BPD you're fighting. You are also at the age that you don't know who you or what you want, more than just the BPD, and relationships are at the absolute worse. My teens and early twenties were horrible. Don't give up. Things will get better, but only you can work on it and make it happen. The worst thing about BPD is that the depression and anxiety makes you forget the good times, but they exist too. Don't forget that and savor them when they come, as few and far away as they appear sometimes.