Last night I dreamed I woke up around 4 am and took my dog out. As I was coming back in I noticed the door was open. I got worried because I knew I shut it. I went to the other door and it was open too. I don't know why but I was so afraid in my dream at that point. I thought someone was in the house. I then called my friend (who is my first love and potential love again) to come over. He came over and entered the house and I stayed outside with my dog. Somehow I was in my car with my dog looking into the house and I could see through the window that there was a man with a knife and my boyfriend was struggling with him. I then remember reading something in the paper of my boyfriend's murder and I became unconsolable. I remember feeling suicidal and I could feel this deep pain in my dream. The last thing I remember before I woke up was there was some confusion whether my boyfriend had actually died or not and might be still alive. What do you think?