I am so angry at how I have been treated in life. I deserved better. I deserved a chance. Instead, due to selfishness and stupidity of my family and just bad luck, I was born with a weak respiratory system. I have suffered much of my life just trying to breathe. I could list list details, but why bother. I hate the world and my place in it. I can't seem to fix things. Anger turns to sadness, but there is still plenty of anger. And so much stupidity and injustice. I'm tired of fighting it. No one cares.