Thanks, yea... the computer is very much a crutch at this point in my life.. and the bad part of it is that the weather keeps changing. I dont wanna stay inside all the time but when i do go outside. all i can do is sit outside my apartment in my wheelchair or on the patio picknic bench maybe and just chill while the tempature is decent.. I dont mind listening to the birds chirp while i read a book on my phone. i kinda enjoy it.

its just it gets boring sometimes. ya know? I am hopeing that with this Physical Therapy stuff i am going too it will help me get out more and i can get a round more and make some friends.. Though.. the kind of person i am.. I am going to keep quiet and not like get too emotionally attached and throw out everything on them. kinda hard.. making friends.. I hate it.. I want it though.. I dont wanna be alone..