So last night I went to see a concert by Black Francis (front man for the Pixies). I was there by myself. I was sitting at home with nothing to do and just decided to get up off my *** and go do something. I was happy that I actually got the nerve and motivation to go out and do something. As I walk in the door I see a woman (and her husband) whom I was madly in love with. I couldn't believe how hard it was being there, knowing she was there too. Thankfully she didn't see me and I was able to stay far away (I guess that's a good thing). It has been over two years since she dumped me. She's now married, has a totally different life. How long is this going to effect me? It made me so angry at myself for feeling that way. I've thought I was over her for the longest time, but my feelings tell me otherwise. It's poisoning my mind and it would almost certainly poison any new relationship I might happen to get in. Damn it!