Thanks Gretta. I really feel I was sabotaging. I feel weak for not standing up to myself. It's like I wanted to punish myself.
To make the emotional pain more physical
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"I'd rather attempt to do something great and fail than to attempt to do nothing and succeed. Robert H. Schuller"
Current dx: Bipolar Disorder Unspecified
Current Meds: Epitec (Lamotrigine) 300mg, Solian 50mg, Seroquel 25mg PRN, Metformin 500mg, Klonopin prn
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