My T (private) told me today she was stuck with me and that it was her professional opinion I see an ED specialist via my GP. I am really freaking out. She said she doesn't think I will recover from this and will end up in hospital soon.

I live in the UK and if the fertility clinic see this on my record I won't be eligible for IVF, I'm so scared. At present my eyesight is becoming blurry, my hands are purple tinted and my period has nearly dissapeared, but apart from that I'm ok.

I told her no, but I know she wants to terminate with me regarding my ED.