I have no idea how things have gone on this long. Married and with my husband for over 12 years. We have had our ups and downs for sure. But i never believed that he would ever be like this toward me. At first it was blowing me off around friends, then the communication was less and less. I havent had sex in months. He hardly looks ar me anymore, but still insists he loves me. I have ptsd and high anxiety from childhood abuse. He knows this and just ignores me if i try to talk to him. Meanwhile i am on a downward spiral .i lost my mom two years ago and she was my rock. I could talk to her about anything. I cant believe the selfishnessbehind all this. I feel like being here is doing more harm than good . He dosent get it. I have tried to getnhim to go to counselling and he wouldnt be honest. Any advice would be great