I've been better, but I've also been worse. I suppose I'll survive. Still coping with this thing with this guy. He still wants to be friends and hasn't completely ruled out the possibility of a relationship once I graduate college and am able to move away from home (He just said that he couldn't say one way or the other but not to get my hopes up. I guess that's the best response I could have hoped for). Hopefully I'll be able to get over the pain from that fairly quickly, but I'll probably always have some feelings for him. I've had feelings for him for quite awhile and they've only grown deeper with time. I guess I'll just have to learn how to move on while still holding on to some tiny glimmer of hope somewhere inside my heart.

As much as it hurts to hear the response I got from him, I feel better than I did before when I was struggling with trying to figure out how he felt. I still feel depressed like I have for awhile now, but that was adding even more of a burden to it so it's good to have that off my chest.