My doctor is worried that I'm not making progress in therapy and asked again about going inpatient---I felt protective of YOU. I defended you and the work we are doing. I told him not to blame you, its a "me" problem and that you are doing the best you can. He also said my eating disorder could end up leaving me with a critical medical emergency...I know he was trying to scare me, but now I am feeling afraid and wish it wasn't so long until we meet again.