Hey peeps, for the past 3 days or so I've been trying to deal with this feeling or feelings that just make me feel like I'm being twisted up inside. I'm incredibly uncomfortable physically, I'm really irritable, on and off, mostly with my wife, whom I live apart from, due to my job. I feel just really dissatisfied with my life in general. I have a job I really like, usually, a 15 month old daughter who I love more than anything in the world, but I can't shake this feeling of being trapped and I feel so guilty for feeling like this. The wife and I have been having issues as well and I find myself wanting to separate myself more and more from her. I feel like she's always watching me like a hawk and we often end up arguing about how I feel that she is controlling, but she says she's not and loves me and wants me to be responsible and she and my daughter always need to come first.
I'm not really sure how to cope with it all. Mostly, I just end up laying in bed, writhing inside. Anyone got any advice?
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