Me myself and I!
I work and see my bf once a week if I'm lucky (distance and schedule clashes) and then do nothing besides be a boring grown-up paying bills, budgeting and worrying how to pay more bills.

Except for the times with bf, I don't feel like I'm living. All my peers are moving forward, studying, working their way up the ladders, getting married, moving out... Meanwhile I remain stagnant and left behind.

Hopefully I get this job and will be able to have some semblence of a life, but for now, I exist, and it doesn't help that I seem to crash every weekend... so I hardly bother to get out of bed on my off days

Ok, I vented along with you

Sorry you're in a similar boat...