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Originally Posted by genetic
You just have so much blumin' intelligence, Dubble Monkey! Why in the world won't you
give up that alcohol and watch your intelligence just burgeon with fire? You just go round and round as long as you drink, when clarity would make you a genius.
My "realist" emotion is a kiss on the cheek from my grandson or granddaughter. Took me
a lifetime to reach this point, too.
You can have it all if you really want it. Be good to yourself. I really do like you and
want to see you one healthy dude.
Take care; glad to see you posting.
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gen... you are very kind and even more magnificently direct!
..I don't want it all!
I already have it all!
I want less
...
there is more to add to this
I just cannot do it all at the same time
I already have too much to think about to care about I am pathetic about what it is to be in the image of modern HUMAN...
maybe you might see how I got here by people telling me I could do better than I did or at least keep doing as good as I apparently did?
when all I was doing was saying some dumbass stuff to feel somehow connected...
what's to say I am not healthy right now?
I'm offended
but I also understand...and that?
I dislike the most about myself...
pretty much everything offends me when I talk about myself but trying not to just does not seem to work for long
and I feel compelled to prove I'm not a real psychopath I have to keep editing my posts...
damn it I wish I could just LET GO!
but I cannot...that's a completely new topic