I have written this in both the Schizophrenia page and in here. I have hallucinations such as hearing voices and seeing blood on the walls. I have lots of mood swings between sad and raging - rarely happy. I cut my upper thighs without understanding it at that moment. This scares me most. I am afraid to talk to my parents. Please help, am I crazy? Do I need help from a psychiatrist? Anything else?