Thank you for your replies.

To Daisy1998,

I don't believe in many of the faiths that are around these days. I believe that if you put good energy out then you will get good back. I recently gave a lot of good to someone who just barely deserved it. I saw through my rose colored glasses and chose to forgive them of their transgressions. But this lead me straight to heartache. As angry as I am at them, I realize my own transgressions. As important as forgiveness is I do not seek to forgive them, but I seek it for myself. Because while I may have not been the best person, I may not have the best opinions or ideas all the time, I do not believe that "stupid people should be exterminated" or that "unattractive people should not think they are cute."

Now that I have thought about it, I wonder if I am putting the right kind of good energy out or the selfish kind?...