l know so many go through it but I thought it would never be me. I took care of it all, child, house, lawn and bills. And it wasn't enough. He worked long hours and it seamed it was only me and Gillian. She was/ is my everything. I would cry to him, please hug me, touch me anything! Still nothing. 8 years I have begged for his attention. Thinking his lack of interest was due to his M. S. Till I started watching more closely to all the attention he would give the cats and Gillian ( our girl) We sat down about a month ago and talked about us. He said he hasnt been in love with me for the past 5 years he knows for sure. How do u react to that? I know u can't make someone love u so I pacted my stuff over the next few weeks and left. I let him have everything. But we share our girl. Its not fair I have to become a part time mother because he fell out of love!! I cry myself to sleep most nights. All these years he wouldn't do a thing with us and now he is being super dad when he has her. I'm heart broken over all of this. I know life will go on but it hurts so bad now. I miss not tucking her in every night. All the talking she would do as I put her to bed. And I miss him. 15 years was a long time.